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On Tuesday, September 13, 2022 at 4:00 AM Fiction & Fact ♥ 
Well, kemaren gw baca blog ny daguu. Ukhh, jadi keinget pas masa” baru masuk kls 10. bahagia karena sekelas sma org” yg gw kenal tpi pisah sma tmen” gw di 9c. Mos & Ldk yg sgt mnyusahkan tpi yahh seru jg si. Digodain tiap hari ==”. Foto” norak rame” klo sempet wktu. Masa”nya gw bosen bgt bgt sama idup gw. Masuk MD tapi kluar lagi gara” sesuatu. Ngeliat org yg gw suka dmen sma tmen gw sndiri. Sampe ada kambing ngajak gw chat cuma buat nyuruh buka web setan. Pret ! wkaka. Yahh, paling engga, idup gw uda mule mnyenangkan lah mulai dri situ. Aw aw ;) Disensiin sma temen sndiri gara” gw dket sma gebetan ny. Serba salah gw. pel komp slalu buat maenan game" serem, kocak dah. wkaka. Berlanjut lagi smpe kemur cup. Ntn in yg pada tanding smpe emosi trus keki gara” gabisa dteng ntn futsal pas hari minggu *gilaa, inget bgt gua* Geregetan sma kue jahe ntah knapa. Wkwkw. Diem”an sma org gara” kata ciee == Ulum gw terdampar di ruang 1 sndirian, hikss, suram aslii :( Nyontek jdi mkanan sehari” *prah asli. Bkin suprise party buat tetep, robin, dagu. Ultah gw yg biasa ajee. Ng’galau tiap hari smpe bkin nama samaran brengan sma si dagu. Ahaii ♥ keep texting with that “monkey & goat” selalu seneng klo ada kejadian. Wohoo ! :o mau gila klo inget tanggal 15 des & 15 sesudahnya x_x berkenalan dengan that silly” sky == ckck. Go to cafstro with others & dibkinin rencana super anehh tapi akhirnya nyenengin juga si. aw aw, ehem :$ Uyee ! then gw yg slalu takut klo mau turun ke kantin & tmbah pngen mampus klo uda mau pulang. Byk kejadian tak terduga, ckck. Di smperin pas istirahat ato kpanpun & demi apapun gw pngen nangis gara” takut diliat jamur. dikasih blablabla & sgla mcm kata” aneh. Until he knows that i like juno ! hahaha. Tpi ttep ajee ga nyerah smpe gw tolak bner”. msn’an tiap hri sma jamur sorban trus ditanyain mlo “juno spe si ?” behh, trus anak kls 3 nyariin juno == kampretlatos tuhh kepoo ! dahh ahh, kyk ny uda kepanjangan.
Hikss, 2 bulan lagi bakalan kls 11. hikss, psti suasana kelas ny bkal beda bgt dehh. Beradaptasi lagi sma anak” dri kls laen. Yang gw takutin sih bukan itu tapi ada lahh pkk ny. Hikss ! mau gilaa klo inget”. Aaaaa, pengen puter waktu ke awal kls 10 lg dehh. I need doraemonn ! :(
sbenernya sih msih byk kejadian tapi yahh mau smpe berapa post baru kelar. wkaka, dahh lahh. kejadian" dri awal masuk kn slalu gw tulis di diary jdi yahh klo mau baca tinggal buka dehh. ahaha, ga sia" gw nulis. ahayy ƪ(˘▽˘)┐ ƪ(˘▽˘)ʃ ┌(˘▽˘)ʃ
---> hidup contekann =="
Labels: "sin", cafstro, HAPPY ♥, hopeless, insiden ciee *what ?, jamur sorban :), juno, LOVE ♥, memories for us, MOS, photo, problems, sadness, school, surprise party, teman" yg tak tersebut, tgl keramat
face the truth
On Monday, May 21, 2012 at 8:58 PM Fiction & Fact ♥
*speechless*
*die in shame*
*kill me right now*
you will always win ! they will always win !
you will always know everything !
secret, weakness, feeling. everything !
after all, it haven't finish. the truth keep coming out, one by one, everyweek.
im onmyway but i ALWAYS stuck. again and again.
arrgghh ! F with the truth !
anyway, r.i.p twinkle :'( i'll be alone if no one at home :(
my heart broke when i saw her just sleeping in a box.
she just slept and her eyes won't open anymore
there won't be a noisy barking voice when i go home :(
twinkle :'( HIKS !
*die in shame*
*kill me right now*
you will always win ! they will always win !
you will always know everything !
secret, weakness, feeling. everything !
after all, it haven't finish. the truth keep coming out, one by one, everyweek.
im onmyway but i ALWAYS stuck. again and again.
arrgghh ! F with the truth !
anyway, r.i.p twinkle :'( i'll be alone if no one at home :(
my heart broke when i saw her just sleeping in a box.
she just slept and her eyes won't open anymore
there won't be a noisy barking voice when i go home :(
twinkle :'( HIKS !
Labels: goodbye, hate, problems, random, sadness
such a bad habbit
On Wednesday, March 21, 2012 at 12:04 AM Fiction & Fact ♥
i guess, i'll hate 2012 ! why ? i'm totally defeated in this early year. defeated by what ? ahh, many lah. seriously, its not about galau or love"an. cihh, die that love"an ! hmm, i don't know why, i can't control my emotion these days. i felt like everything or everybody around me is annoying. eventhough they did nothing, i just felt like ergghh ! in that case, it will be great if i can throw something. huh, hands wanna grap something lah =="
you know, life is about "what we do thats what we will get" several days ago, someone made me realize about php. i suddenly thought, i guess, i was a php too. last year i guess. sigh, i still wanna throw a flower pot lah to his face. i know that hold on a grudge is not good but thats me. i always like that since when ya ? i already forget lah. you know, i try to stop that grudge thing but its kinda hard ya if we see them everyday and everytime. grr ! where is flower pot ?!
you know, life is about "what we do thats what we will get" several days ago, someone made me realize about php. i suddenly thought, i guess, i was a php too. last year i guess. sigh, i still wanna throw a flower pot lah to his face. i know that hold on a grudge is not good but thats me. i always like that since when ya ? i already forget lah. you know, i try to stop that grudge thing but its kinda hard ya if we see them everyday and everytime. grr ! where is flower pot ?!
Labels: bad habbit, flower pot, hate, php, problems, random
am I that hopeless ?
On Saturday, November 12, 2011 at 8:45 PM Fiction & Fact ♥
yesterday was 11.11.11, well, nothing special happened. i guess, i couldn't expected much from that date.
actually, i felt that yesterday was my super damn day.
why ?
my mood was really terrible and that's made me more sensitive than usual.
what's wrong with me ?
btw, i'm not expecting for someone will purpose to me or whatever.
i just want, in that day, something good will come to me and make my day.
but, reality was different. nothing special happened ! well, i can't give to much hope for that kind of things.
hmm, another "sad"satnight. it just the same old things. single or taken, it's the same for me. i never have my satnight. eventhough, i GOT boyfriend, yaa, you know what. no satnight at all ! i can accept it but i can't lie to myself that i really want to feel that satnight with someone i love. so frustrating !
love is so complicated right ?
single or taken, everything about love is so damn complicated
why it has to be so complicated ? can't it be a simple one ?
actually, i felt that yesterday was my super damn day.
why ?
my mood was really terrible and that's made me more sensitive than usual.
what's wrong with me ?
btw, i'm not expecting for someone will purpose to me or whatever.
i just want, in that day, something good will come to me and make my day.
but, reality was different. nothing special happened ! well, i can't give to much hope for that kind of things.
hmm, another "sad"satnight. it just the same old things. single or taken, it's the same for me. i never have my satnight. eventhough, i GOT boyfriend, yaa, you know what. no satnight at all ! i can accept it but i can't lie to myself that i really want to feel that satnight with someone i love. so frustrating !
love is so complicated right ?
single or taken, everything about love is so damn complicated
why it has to be so complicated ? can't it be a simple one ?
Labels: bete, hate, LOVE ♥, problems, random, sadness
Retreat ♥ \(‾▽‾)/
On Saturday, October 1, 2011 at 9:37 PM Fiction & Fact ♥
just arrived at home 2 hours ago and now i'm alone at home ! what a life -_- retreat done !
ihiyy ! awalnya malesin bgt tapi pas uda dijalanin, not bad juga. yang
malesin paling cuma session" acaranya. bosen gila dengerin ceramah, ga
ngerti wehh =_= diluar itu, semuanya nyenengin ! \(‾▽‾)/ jadi ga
kepengen pulang pas detik" terakhir
maen ayunan sempit"an trus kenceng" smpe ayunan ny uda gerak" mau
mental, dikerjain abis"an pas naek jungkat jungkit *sial yang pada
ngerjain gw, groarr ! wkakak, ada sesi nembak" si melissa surya sama
tupai febri. wkaka, heboh bgt 1 angkatan, ngakak" ! api unggun, roti bakar, dduk
di bawah pohon sambil sakit maag, ngeliatin yg pda couple. asik ya, haha
!! tapi yang pas mulai dari sore itu uda seru" bgt. huahaha ! meskipun
malemnya ada sedikit kejadian. well, im glad that my friends beside me
that time :') heheh, mandi jem 12 malem abis itu maen baru tidur. biar
cuma tdur 4jem'an, gw masih bisa ngimpi. well, gw bngung asli sama itu
mimpi ==" anting pake ilang sgala lg, dah lah, anggep buang sial
besoknya
games ! lalala ! untung aje licia bawa catokan, klo engga, gw gatau
gmna poni gw stelah maen cebur"an. kaki masih sakit klo napak gara"
nyebur ke kolam ==
overall,
i enjoyed every seconds in there \(‾▿‾\)┌(_O_)┐ (/‾▿‾)/ thanks yg uda
pda ngerjain gw, bikin gw ketawa ngakak, bikin gw treak". paling engga,
gw jadi sedikit lupa sama yg namanya galau, haha. ng'galau disitu sih
suasana ny mndukung bgt, aplg malem" dibawah pohon. behh !
pkknya,
retreat kali ini sesuatu bangettttt ! wkwkwk *sry deh ya kalo lebay,
haha !
anyway,
today is the first day of October ! bye September ! you've been a nice
month for me :) i was satisfied with everything :) :)
#octoberwish
i
wish nothing ! all i want is just happiness. going through the day with
laugh at school, home and everywhere.
no sadness ! no tears ! no heartbreak ! less problems ! bless my UTS also !
no sadness ! no tears ! no heartbreak ! less problems ! bless my UTS also !
Godblessme and everyone who deserve it ! amin ! (‾ʃƪ‾)
Labels: #wish, envy, good things, HAPPY ♥, happy day ♥, hate, memories for us, problems, RETREAT, sadness, school, stupid silly dummy ==, teman-teman yg tak tersebut
which better ?
On Monday, September 5, 2011 at 2:20 AM Fiction & Fact ♥
yeyy, forget my last post ! why ? because, mtv world stage ada siaran ulangnya ! gyahaha ! oke lupakan
huaa, sepi lagi rumah gw. no more laughing, no more fighting, no more yelling. it's just so quiet. sometimes, i like to be alone. no disturbers or else. but i like it better when suddenly, my house become noisy again like long time ago. so, which better ? well, i guess, it can't be helped :/ i must strong enough to through everything. past is past, it can't be changed.
my bro si vincent yang kepo itu, yang suka ngeliatin orang maen, yang suka bacain chat orang, yang suka liatin hp orang, yang suka ceng"in + ngeledek gw juga. grr ! dasar kau penghianat desa ! kalo uda tau segala macem yahh diem aje, gausa tereak". bikin malu == emang bocah selalu gabisa diem, ckck. tapi yahh tetep aje dia yang paling baik, hihiyy \☺/
school will start several days again. AAAAAAA ! i'm not ready for it. test again, homework again, meet the teacher again, sit down for 7 hours again. huaaa ! wanna back to the first day of holiday. ckck, when holiday i wanna school. when school days i wanna holiday. human never satisfied, right ?
jadwal tidur makin parah, jem segini aje belom tidur. that's why, knapa klo uda kelar ol, gw males buat ol lagi. yahh, gara" ntar kebablasan kyk sekarang ini. ga ngantuk" jadinya, ckck. gimana ntar pas masuk sekolah ? yahh, gampanglah. palingan tidur dikelas (y) wkaka
huaa, sepi lagi rumah gw. no more laughing, no more fighting, no more yelling. it's just so quiet. sometimes, i like to be alone. no disturbers or else. but i like it better when suddenly, my house become noisy again like long time ago. so, which better ? well, i guess, it can't be helped :/ i must strong enough to through everything. past is past, it can't be changed.
my bro si vincent yang kepo itu, yang suka ngeliatin orang maen, yang suka bacain chat orang, yang suka liatin hp orang, yang suka ceng"in + ngeledek gw juga. grr ! dasar kau penghianat desa ! kalo uda tau segala macem yahh diem aje, gausa tereak". bikin malu == emang bocah selalu gabisa diem, ckck. tapi yahh tetep aje dia yang paling baik, hihiyy \☺/
school will start several days again. AAAAAAA ! i'm not ready for it. test again, homework again, meet the teacher again, sit down for 7 hours again. huaaa ! wanna back to the first day of holiday. ckck, when holiday i wanna school. when school days i wanna holiday. human never satisfied, right ?
jadwal tidur makin parah, jem segini aje belom tidur. that's why, knapa klo uda kelar ol, gw males buat ol lagi. yahh, gara" ntar kebablasan kyk sekarang ini. ga ngantuk" jadinya, ckck. gimana ntar pas masuk sekolah ? yahh, gampanglah. palingan tidur dikelas (y) wkaka
Labels: embarrassed, hate, problems, sadness, school, Vincent
On Monday, August 1, 2011 at 3:06 PM Fiction & Fact ♥
first day of august. time turns so fast, hmm. feels like yesterday still february -_- hahaha.
#augustwish
be blessed in everything, feels comfortable with my new class, stay close with my besties even though we're not in the same class again, more patience ! longlasting relationship ! less problems, less fight, less short conversation, no changeable mood again. all I want is better than last month !!!
Amin !! (‾ʃƪ‾)
errr, last month is kinda ....... *ahh, i don't know what to say*
hmm, i don't want to remember July. too much galau, too much sad, too much changeable mood *my friends knew it :')*
Quote of the day
People change & things go wrong, but always remember Life goes on
goodbye July ! i don't want to remember you !
welcome august ! please be nice to me :) :)
#augustwish
be blessed in everything, feels comfortable with my new class, stay close with my besties even though we're not in the same class again, more patience ! longlasting relationship ! less problems, less fight, less short conversation, no changeable mood again. all I want is better than last month !!!
Amin !! (‾ʃƪ‾)
errr, last month is kinda ....... *ahh, i don't know what to say*
hmm, i don't want to remember July. too much galau, too much sad, too much changeable mood *my friends knew it :')*
Quote of the day
People change & things go wrong, but always remember Life goes on
goodbye July ! i don't want to remember you !
welcome august ! please be nice to me :) :)
Labels: #wish, hate, LOVE ♥, love quote, problems, random, sadness, school
life, laugh and .........
On Sunday, July 3, 2011 at 11:02 PM Fiction & Fact ♥
i got from someone's blog. errr, but several things DOESN'T MATCH with me. hahaha ! also i still have so much 'best things' with my own way :) :)
hmm, this is a doll or pillow ? ahh, i don't know. maybe doll but looks like a pillow -_-" i already 2nd senior highschool but i still like this kind of thing. ahahaha ! yaa, i still like dolls BUT i hate animal dolls except teddy bear or cartoon characters. my auntie bought me *thanks tante, hoho* my cousin also have so this's kind of twin things, yeyy ! ƪ(˘▽˘)ʃ
no lying, i envy with my elementary school's friend. aaaa ! she watched beast in singapore. groarr ! *gigit kuku* kapan yaa beast dateng kesini ? hdehh, i wanna watch them so bad ! yoseob & dongwoon, ulalala ƪ(♥ε♥)ʃ they held a concert in malaysia too. errr, masa indo kaga si ? ahh, pkknya msti ntn lahh klo mereka konser disini. gamau tau, HAHAHA. i'm kinda freak yaa ? whatever ~
i'm feeling weird. is it because i'm always alone all this time ? gw jadi ga terbiasa denger bacotan ny ade gw. hmm, trutama sma yg kecil. it feels like there's a space between the 3 of us. i'm afraid that i won't be their usual sister they ever known, i've changed a lot. is it because of my mood or my personality change over time ? hmm, maybe our surroundings are different. i'm in here & they're in there. we meet only a few months, when holiday come. right now, i'm feeling so bad. what kind a sister i am ? :(
no lying, i envy with my elementary school's friend. aaaa ! she watched beast in singapore. groarr ! *gigit kuku* kapan yaa beast dateng kesini ? hdehh, i wanna watch them so bad ! yoseob & dongwoon, ulalala ƪ(♥ε♥)ʃ they held a concert in malaysia too. errr, masa indo kaga si ? ahh, pkknya msti ntn lahh klo mereka konser disini. gamau tau, HAHAHA. i'm kinda freak yaa ? whatever ~
i'm feeling weird. is it because i'm always alone all this time ? gw jadi ga terbiasa denger bacotan ny ade gw. hmm, trutama sma yg kecil. it feels like there's a space between the 3 of us. i'm afraid that i won't be their usual sister they ever known, i've changed a lot. is it because of my mood or my personality change over time ? hmm, maybe our surroundings are different. i'm in here & they're in there. we meet only a few months, when holiday come. right now, i'm feeling so bad. what kind a sister i am ? :(
Labels: beast, envy, family, good things, hate, hidden message, hopeless, LOVE ♥, problems, random, sadness, teman" yg tak tersebut
i'm not complain !
On Wednesday, June 22, 2011 at 1:25 AM Fiction & Fact ♥
sebenernya uda males sih nulis" blog bginian, ntah knapa dehh. ckck ! ada sih kadang yg mau diceritain cma yahh maleslah, inilah, itulah, apalah == nulis 1 post aje bisa smpe 1 jem gara" cma bengong buat mkirin mau nulis apaan. mnding gausa nulis skalian aje itu mah.
hmm, skrg lg liburan & ini sgt mmpengaruhi mood saya. hdehh, where's my bro ? groarr, pling engga itu mahluk bsa nemenin gw lahh. gw uda kangen pngen maen ps breng trus brantem. ahaha, yaa, i miss all that moment. skrg pas liburan mah tidur pagi mulu. yahh, siap" ajelah mata panda trus bangun siang. wohoo ! klo liburan yahh enak ny bngun jem 10 11, jdi pas bngun uda stengah hari. ahaha !
long holiday = danger. bahaha, yahh, gw belajar buat positif thinking ajelahh. i'll try ! kseringan nethink jdi susah buat brpkir kbalikan ny, how lame ! == mkanya, i need my bro ! klo ada mreka kn otak gw ga mkir kmana" yg aneh". ckck, dahh lahh, brsyukur aje gw :) :) :)
one day without ..... ahh, nevermind ! positive thinking mamenn *jedotin kepala. ahahaha !
"don't let holiday ruined everthing !"
klo boleh jujur yee, gw males bgt liburan.
-THE END-
hmm, skrg lg liburan & ini sgt mmpengaruhi mood saya. hdehh, where's my bro ? groarr, pling engga itu mahluk bsa nemenin gw lahh. gw uda kangen pngen maen ps breng trus brantem. ahaha, yaa, i miss all that moment. skrg pas liburan mah tidur pagi mulu. yahh, siap" ajelah mata panda trus bangun siang. wohoo ! klo liburan yahh enak ny bngun jem 10 11, jdi pas bngun uda stengah hari. ahaha !
long holiday = danger. bahaha, yahh, gw belajar buat positif thinking ajelahh. i'll try ! kseringan nethink jdi susah buat brpkir kbalikan ny, how lame ! == mkanya, i need my bro ! klo ada mreka kn otak gw ga mkir kmana" yg aneh". ckck, dahh lahh, brsyukur aje gw :) :) :)
one day without ..... ahh, nevermind ! positive thinking mamenn *jedotin kepala. ahahaha !
"don't let holiday ruined everthing !"
klo boleh jujur yee, gw males bgt liburan.
-THE END-
Labels: bete, hopeless, problems, random, stupid silly dummy =="
