shoot anonymous - because if we just walk together like this, wherever we go, it’ll be heaven

On Tuesday, October 8, 2013 at 8:11 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

Is this a new beginning ?

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On Saturday, May 11, 2013 at 8:53 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

Several quotes from My Girl and I the Movie /sobs/ so heartbreaking T_T


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The sweetest song

On Tuesday, July 17, 2012 at 11:31 PM Fiction & Fact ♥



This song is sooooooo touching. Omg ! I can't describe my feeling everytime I heard it. Totally makes me goosebumps and it's not because of Baekhyun or D.O or even Suho. Just forget about Baekhyun who sing it. The instrumental itself already so sweet then the super deep meaning lyrics too ♥ I just love all the meanings. Plus Baekhyun sing it and there are 2 parts when he take the high notes. Omg ! This is so asdfghjkl .__________.

I have come to love you now
There’s no place for me to go back
My wings have been taken away, oh no
Even if I lost eternal life, the reason why I’m happy
Is because my forever is now you, eternally love
" Because if we just walk together like this
 Wherever we go, it’ll be heaven "

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another starcall *_*

On Sunday, June 24, 2012 at 12:41 AM Fiction & Fact ♥

guess what ? this morning I got another Starcall from BtoB *throws confetti
after 2 days ago I got from Minhyuk and today I got it again from Ilhoon and Hyunsik. well, I'm not too excited like when I got from Minhyuk but well, it's kinda surprised me too.
haha, i wonder, when will I get a Starcall from EXO ?! oh gosh ! I want it so bad :( I don't care if it's not from Baekhyun or Chanyeol or Kris. it's okay to get from the other members *desperate lol hahihuheho




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On Friday, June 22, 2012 at 4:42 AM Fiction & Fact ♥

I just realized that yesterday is June 21st and it means that BtoB had showcase in Jakarta. Omg omg omg ! How can I forget ?! I just check tumblr and I saw that they came to Dahsyat *dafuq ?! Gyahh, I don't want to see anymore. Omg omg omg ! How can they came to dahsyat ? Seriously ?! And I didn't even watch it ! Gyahh (۳˚Д˚)۳

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STARCALL :*

On Thursday, June 21, 2012 at 9:07 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

omg omg omg ! I can't tell how excited I am ! aaaaaaaa. this afternoon, my ipad suddenly rang and when I saw it. omg ! it's from Starcall and it's from BtoB aaaaaa. I just wanna scream that time. when I answer it, omg ! it was from Minhyuk ! gyahhhhh ~ i'm so glad the one who called was Minhyuk. I was hoping the one who called me gonna be Minhyuk or Sungjae and I got Minhyuk. yeyyy ! *happiness tears
well, at least I think that starcall app is real. I was afraid that I will never get a starcall since I only use wi-fi and not a sim card. anyway, I hope later I'll get EXO Starcall. I hope the one who will call me is Baekhyun or Chanyeol or Kris (˘ʃƪ˘)
*pray *finger crossed *fangirl all the way






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Too sudden :s

On Wednesday, June 13, 2012 at 10:18 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

Oh yeah ! Finally I got beats *dancing* actually I didn't ask for it but suddenly daddy bought it for his work and when his work is done, he gave it to me. Yeyy ! You're the best :*
anyway, another shocking news I heard. What ?! Sweden ?! Gosh, he must be kidding me. Suddenly daddy said that and I didn't know what to do. Actually I wanted to say yes but err, it was too sudden. Well, I just hoping for the best for me. If it's my luck, hmm, I'll be forever glad *finger crossed*

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On Saturday, June 2, 2012 at 5:11 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

AYOOOO WADDUUUPPPP ! ~
*Chanyeolstyle*
LOL ! EXO hit me so hard and yaa i become like this =_=
GYAA'ing everyday ! AHAHA
ANYWAY ! I finally use my tumblr *yeyy !
strangershootanonymous.tumblr.com

already June and it remind me of .... nevermind

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face the truth

On Monday, May 21, 2012 at 8:58 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

*speechless*
*die in shame*
*kill me right now*
you will always win ! they will always win !
you will always know everything !
secret, weakness, feeling. everything !
after all, it haven't finish. the truth keep coming out, one by one, everyweek.
im onmyway but i ALWAYS stuck. again and again.
arrgghh ! F with the truth !

anyway, r.i.p twinkle :'( i'll be alone if no one at home :(
my heart broke when i saw her just sleeping in a box.
she just slept and her eyes won't open anymore
there won't be a noisy barking voice when i go home :(
twinkle :'( HIKS !

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closed eyes

On Friday, May 11, 2012 at 10:01 PM Fiction & Fact ♥




EXO-K ! Chanyeol, Baekhyun, Sehun Щ(♥Д♥щ)




EXO-M ! Kris, Lu han Щ(♥Д♥щ)






B.A.P ! Zelo, Daehyun ! arrrggghhh Щ(♥Д♥щ)

seriously, i can't stop watching youtube -_- everyday, i watch all these videos ! lol ! i can replay it again and again. ckck, such a crazy.
anyway, i'm onmyway ! this time i think i can do it. well, i heard different stories every single day and i guess, there's nothing i can do even if i think about "that thing" everyday :)
also, i think that life is so much easier without hatred feeling. hmm, i try to accept everything from now on. i'll try to live without regret ;')
well ! sepertinya mata gw uda ketutup gara" kebanyakan nontonin youtube, wkwkw ♥ ~(*_*)~

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voodoo thing !

On Wednesday, March 28, 2012 at 9:49 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

yeyy ! finally ! i got this voodoo thing. i really want this from a long time :( hmm, i want the big one but its okay lah if i got the small one. maybe later i will get the real voodoo doll. creepy ! well, it will be better if i get the real one ! HAHA. in a box which contain of voodoo keychain, there is a paper about the spells. ahh, i like this kind of things. i'm not believe 100% about the spells but yaa, there's a little hope lah. lol !

















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directioner & enchancer

On Saturday, March 24, 2012 at 7:00 PM Fiction & Fact ♥















I'm totally can be a fan girl now ! wow, I mean, seriously ! if one direction and greyson chance will have a join concert, i have to watch it. i don't care, i have to watch it ! err, but greyson will have his concert in here at april =_= arrrggghhhh ! telat banget baru taunya sekarang ! groarr ._. bagaimana ini ?!

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such a bad habbit

On Wednesday, March 21, 2012 at 12:04 AM Fiction & Fact ♥

i guess, i'll hate 2012 ! why ? i'm totally defeated in this early year. defeated by what ? ahh, many lah. seriously, its not about galau or love"an. cihh, die that love"an ! hmm, i don't know why, i can't control my emotion these days. i felt like everything or everybody around me is annoying. eventhough they did nothing, i just felt like ergghh ! in that case, it will be great if i can throw something. huh, hands wanna grap something lah =="

you know, life is about "what we do thats what we will get" several days ago, someone made me realize about php. i suddenly thought, i guess, i was a php too. last year i guess. sigh, i still wanna throw a flower pot lah to his face. i know that hold on a grudge is not good but thats me. i always like that since when ya ? i already forget lah. you know, i try to stop that grudge thing but its kinda hard ya if we see them everyday and everytime. grr ! where is flower pot ?!

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♥♥♥♥♥

On Monday, December 26, 2011 at 2:09 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

A Thousand Years

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

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Heart my life ♥☺

On Tuesday, November 15, 2011 at 8:42 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

Thankyou God for another day in my life
Thankyou God for every happpiness
Thankyou God for Your blessing
Thankyou God for every breath that I took
Thankyou God for that lovely people around me
Thankyou God for every problem that makes me stronger
Thankyou God for my happy life
Thankyou God for everyone that leave me so I can stand like today
Thankyou for every goodbye, it means You love me so You didn't let me with them
Thankyou God for everything :)

Thanks for Your power so I still live in this big world ☺

Eventhough, sometimes, I hate my life
The truth is I love my life ♥

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am I that hopeless ?

On Saturday, November 12, 2011 at 8:45 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

yesterday was 11.11.11, well, nothing special happened. i guess, i couldn't expected much from that date.
actually, i felt that yesterday was my super damn day.
why ?
my mood was really terrible and that's made me more sensitive than usual.
what's wrong with me ?
btw, i'm not expecting for someone will purpose to me or whatever.
i just want, in that day, something good will come to me and make my day.
but, reality was different. nothing special happened ! well, i can't give to much hope for that kind of things.

hmm, another "sad"satnight. it just the same old things. single or taken, it's the same for me. i never have my satnight. eventhough, i GOT boyfriend, yaa, you know what. no satnight at all ! i can accept it but i can't lie to myself that i really want to feel that satnight with someone i love. so frustrating !

love is so complicated right ?
single or taken, everything about love is so damn complicated
why it has to be so complicated ? can't it be a simple one ?

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this is the last, no more

On Monday, October 31, 2011 at 9:21 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

#novemberwish
happy and easy life, less problems, more mature, more patience, having a good score, spend my day at school greatfully, be able to move on completely, won't grow taller again, loss weight, luckier in my love life, less sadness, no more heartbreak
all I want is a brand new life ! different from last month
October will just be a month with my last memories with you
when November starts, I won't be thinking about US anymore, won't write about my feelings for you again
i just want to forget everything, for sure ! bye nyet :)

new month, new life and new story
Godblessme ! amin (‾ʃƪ‾)

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words explain everythings

On Friday, October 21, 2011 at 1:28 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

i already changed all my bio at this blog, twitter or even my heello. maybe i should delete my second blog, the private one. the place where i write all my feelings. well, it's no used anymore. hahaha, i said that i hate goodbyes right ? hmm, i hate it but i can't avoid it. i don't want any goodbyes but God have other plans for me so i've to feel that goodbye again. no problem, this is life. if there is a hello, there will be a goodbye too. everyone know it and it's natural :) i believe the goodness beside goodbye. positive thinking ! hahaha, i must practice to think like that more often. i realize that i surrounded by lovely people ! my family and my besties ! hahaha, thanks for every advice and attention :) it was means so much to me.
yaa, i ready for my new life ! Godblessmeandmyeverysingleday ♥ :)

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When sometimes u feel like there’s no hope for love, stay strong and keep believing. If love can unpredictably end, it can also unpredictably appear in your life once again

ps: anyway, i've changed my twitter pass and unprivate it

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All by myself

On Thursday, October 6, 2011 at 10:30 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

You cry at night. Your parents don't know, your brothers don't know, your friends don't know, your boyfriend doesn't know. You just carry on your day when you wake up, pretend that nothing happen and everything is okay. You put a big smile in your face, laughing freely. But, the pain is always there with you all day long. You just hide the feelings and also the tears. You are good at acting, it seems like nobody knows your true feelings. They don't know that you're crying in class when you pretend to be fall asleep. You do all your daily activity with a fake smile. When you're alone or daydreaming, you will always want to cry because you remember all the problems. You feel so frustrated and depressed. When others ask you why, you just smile and say 
"i'm okay"
well, i guess, i'm strong enough to face it :)

i got this sentences from ........ ellie :p
haha, this is just a paragraph after all, no need to worry

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random

On Wednesday, August 17, 2011 at 4:47 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

i got this from frances's blog. i copy yaa :* huehehehe

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage = milk tea
2. Last phone call =frances
3. Last text message = jonathanderson ♥
4. Last song you listened to = heart to heart
5. Last time you cried = 2 days ago !!

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice = errr
7. Been cheated on = errr
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = nope
9. Lost someone special = errr

10. been depressed = yess !
11. been drunk and threw up = nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. purple
13. white
14. black


LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = yess !
16. Fallen out of love = yeaa, hihi :$
17. Laughed until you cried = yess !
18. Met someone who changed you = i think
19. Found out who your true friends were = nope
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yess !
21. Kissed someone on your FB friends list= nope

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = forget
23. Do you have any pets = yess !
24. Do you want to change your name = sometimes, yess !
25. What did you do for your last birthday = sad at home -_-
26. What time did you wake up today = 09:00 !! HAHAHA
27. What were you doing at midnight last night= sleep with stressed mind :(
28. Name something you CANNOT wait for = idk
29. Last time you saw your Mother = when i was in 4th grade :(
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = that goodbyes :(
31. What are you listening to right now = taylor swift - back to december
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = nope
33. What's getting on your nerves right now = -
34. Most visited webpage = twitter, blogger, facebook, viwawa
35. Nickname = ellie
36. Relationship Status = in a relationship ;;)
37. Zodiac sign = Sagittarius
38. He or She = she !!
39. Elementary = kemurnian 3
40. High School= kemurnian 2
41. College= idk
42. Hair color = black
43. Long or short = short hair ?
44. Height = 167 or 168 ! --
45. Do you have a crush on someone? = juno ! :) :)
46. What do you like about yourself? = face & height, huehehe
47. Piercings = Ears
48. Tattoos = nope
49. Righty or lefty= righty

FIRSTS:

50. First surgery= nope
51. First piercing = 16 years ago
52. First best friend = forget
53. First sport you joined = swimming
54. First vacation = forget
55. First trainer(s) = ha ?

RIGHT NOW:

56. Eating = nope
57. Drinking = nope
58. I'm about to = take a bath
59. Listening to = Cody Simpson - on my mind \(′▽`)/
60. Waiting for = go dinner with daddy and granny \(′▽`)/

YOUR FUTURE:

61. Want kids? = yess !
62. Get Married? = yess !
63. Career? = chef or in hotel industry ;)

WHICH ONE?

64. Lips or eyes = both
65. Hugs or kisses= hugs i think
66. Shorter or taller = taller
67. Older or Younger = hmm, huehehe
68. Romantic or spontaneous = both
69. Nice stomach or nice arms = both
70. Sensitive or loud = i think both
71. Hook-up or relationship = relationship
72. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker ! gyahaha !

HAVE YOU EVER:

73. Kissed a stranger = nope
74. Drank hard liquor = nope
75. Lost glasses/contacts = nope
76. Sex on first date = nope
77. Broke someone's heart = yeaa =___=
78. Had your own heart broken = haha, yess !
79. Been arrested = nope
80. Turned someone down = yeaa
81. Cried when someone died = yeaa
82. Fallen for a friend = yess !

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

83. Yourself = sometimes
84. Love at first sight = nope
85. Heaven = yess !
86. Santa Claus = yess !
87. Kiss on the first date? = nope
88. Hell = yess !

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