It's getting near. It's almost December and soon, I'll be training in somewhere for 6 months. I know it's such a long time and everything could happen during that time. 

I know he'll be okay when I'm not here. He got his family and it's his source of happiness, so he will still be happy even if we're far away from each other. 

Well, maybe I'm just a little spark in his life. I can't make a huge change or difference in his life.

For the next 6 months, there won't be this annoying girl. You don't have to ask for permission to go for a date every week. You won't have burden anymore to take me somewhere, you won't hear my request for going on a date again. 

So, if I go, there won't be a huge difference in his life, he'll be okay. I know it.