shoot anonymous - because if we just walk together like this, wherever we go, it’ll be heaven

from the beginning

On Tuesday, September 13, 2022 at 4:00 AM Fiction & Fact ♥

Well, kemaren gw baca blog ny daguu. Ukhh, jadi keinget pas masa” baru masuk kls 10. bahagia karena sekelas sma org” yg gw kenal tpi pisah sma tmen” gw di 9c. Mos & Ldk yg sgt mnyusahkan tpi yahh seru jg si. Digodain tiap hari ==”. Foto” norak rame” klo sempet wktu. Masa”nya gw bosen bgt bgt sama idup gw. Masuk MD tapi kluar lagi gara” sesuatu. Ngeliat org yg gw suka dmen sma tmen gw sndiri. Sampe ada kambing ngajak gw chat cuma buat nyuruh buka web setan. Pret ! wkaka. Yahh, paling engga, idup gw uda mule mnyenangkan lah mulai dri situ. Aw aw ;) Disensiin sma temen sndiri gara” gw dket sma gebetan ny. Serba salah gw. pel komp slalu buat maenan game" serem, kocak dah. wkaka. Berlanjut lagi smpe kemur cup. Ntn in yg pada tanding smpe emosi trus keki gara” gabisa dteng ntn futsal pas hari minggu *gilaa, inget bgt gua* Geregetan sma kue jahe ntah knapa. Wkwkw. Diem”an sma org gara” kata ciee == Ulum gw terdampar di ruang 1 sndirian, hikss, suram aslii :( Nyontek jdi mkanan sehari” *prah asli. Bkin suprise party buat tetep, robin, dagu. Ultah gw yg biasa ajee. Ng’galau tiap hari smpe bkin nama samaran brengan sma si dagu. Ahaii keep texting with that “monkey & goat” selalu seneng klo ada kejadian. Wohoo ! :o mau gila klo inget tanggal 15 des & 15 sesudahnya x_x berkenalan dengan that silly” sky == ckck. Go to cafstro with others & dibkinin rencana super anehh tapi akhirnya nyenengin juga si. aw aw, ehem :$ Uyee ! then gw yg slalu takut klo mau turun ke kantin & tmbah pngen mampus klo uda mau pulang. Byk kejadian tak terduga, ckck. Di smperin pas istirahat ato kpanpun & demi apapun gw pngen nangis gara” takut diliat jamur. dikasih blablabla & sgla mcm kata” aneh. Until he knows that i like juno ! hahaha. Tpi ttep ajee ga nyerah smpe gw tolak bner”. msn’an tiap hri sma jamur sorban trus ditanyain mlo “juno spe si ?” behh, trus anak kls 3 nyariin juno == kampretlatos tuhh kepoo ! dahh ahh, kyk ny uda kepanjangan.

Hikss, 2 bulan lagi bakalan kls 11. hikss, psti suasana kelas ny bkal beda bgt dehh. Beradaptasi lagi sma anak” dri kls laen. Yang gw takutin sih bukan itu tapi ada lahh pkk ny. Hikss ! mau gilaa klo inget”. Aaaaa, pengen puter waktu ke awal kls 10 lg dehh. I need doraemonn ! :(

sbenernya sih msih byk kejadian tapi yahh mau smpe berapa post baru kelar. wkaka, dahh lahh. kejadian" dri awal masuk kn slalu gw tulis di diary jdi yahh klo mau baca tinggal buka dehh. ahaha, ga sia" gw nulis. ahayy ƪ(˘▽˘)┐ ƪ(˘▽˘)ʃ ┌(˘▽˘)ʃ

---> hidup contekann =="

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Sunday story

On at 3:57 AM Fiction & Fact ♥

telat ng'post tapi bodo amat dahh == wkwk, jadinya jumat kmaren, kls 10a fieldtrip. yuhuu ! tadinya mau kamis tapi diganti, baguslahh. HAHAHA ! awalnya biasa ajee karena saya kacang"an sma si juno. why ? karena dy nyuruh gw buat nyapa dloan trus gw ga sapa", akhirnya gw dikacangin dehh smpe gw nyapa pas di museum wayang. kasian bner, hikss :'( tapi tak apelahh, abis itu uda kembali kyk semula lagi. uyeee ! :D byklah kejadian pas fieldtrip kmaren. yahh intinya menyenangkan meskipun poni lepek" gaje gtu, errgghh ==" kok gw ga ktemu pnampakan yaa pas di museum fatahilah ? pdahal uda pda ngebet bgt nohh, wkaka. kecewa" ! dahh lahh, tapi intinya saya senang hari itu meskipun awalnya jadi tukang kacang & nyesel knapa ga nyapa lebih awal. hahaha today my mood was up and down. i don't know why too. hmm, gw klaenan ato sakit jiwa si ?! astagaa. ntar seneng trus bisa ketawa", tiba" stengah jem kmudian gw bisa bte" trus lgsg psang tmpang senga. gatau kenapa tpi hati gw kyk ny dongkol keki gitulahh. bngung gw jelasinnya juga. aaaaaa, gw pengen tindik dehh tapi takut :$ cupacupss lahh. wkwk, uda diijinin sma si papi malah ga berani. dulunya sih dikasih tapi pke embel". apaan coba, masa gw tindik, si papi juga mau ikutan ? gahol amat tuh org. aduhh, itu org emang slalu ng'lawak dehh. ada aje yg bisa dibkin ketawa, mskpun sering gw yg kena buat jdi bahan ktwaan ny. ahh, ilovemydaddysomuchh

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Can we stay ?

On Sunday, January 22, 2017 at 7:01 AM Fiction & Fact ♥

The shit side of having a rich boyfriend is he can leave you anytime his parents wants for study abroad

I thought it was a happy thing for having "the have" boyfriend but it turns out to be the boomerang for the relationship

Long distance ? Different country ? More than 6 months ? 
What kind of ending I've to expect ?


Mindless thought

On Friday, November 21, 2014 at 11:13 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

It's getting near. It's almost December and soon, I'll be training in somewhere for 6 months. I know it's such a long time and everything could happen during that time. 
I know he'll be okay when I'm not here. He got his family and it's his source of happiness, so he will still be happy even if we're far away from each other. 
Well, maybe I'm just a little spark in his life. I can't make a huge change or difference in his life.

For the next 6 months, there won't be this annoying girl. You don't have to ask for permission to go for a date every week. You won't have burden anymore to take me somewhere, you won't hear my request for going on a date again. 
So, if I go, there won't be a huge difference in his life, he'll be okay. I know it.


On Sunday, October 26, 2014 at 3:22 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

Maybe i'm not good enough
Maybe i'm not worth it
Maybe i'm just tired



Is it normal ?

On Saturday, October 25, 2014 at 7:45 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

" Being alone is scary, but not as scary as feeling alone in a relationship "
- Amelia Earhart


Recognation

On Sunday, October 5, 2014 at 9:17 PM Fiction & Fact ♥

" Sometimes when you meet someone, there's a click. I don't believe in love at first sight but I believe in that click "
- Ann Aguirre

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